Oct. 26th, 2020
As the sun sets, I can feel myself start to dim as well. Soon the sun and I will be invisible.
Come nightfall, families will be kissing their offspring goodnight.
Meanwhile I’m caught numbing my pain with chemicals, only to find that nothing has changed… and the hurt is still there.
I am to blame.
I’ve caused you both pain.
I am so ashamed.
Why can’t I change?